♥ My Fallen Memories ♥

Art Thread.

2012-02-07T17:13:00.000-08:00

I made an art thread on MF, and is not visited by any at all lol.

^this must have the most normal looking lineart i've ever did. i will continue the half sketch half lineart thing from now on. Ignore those lame dots ._.

GC Episode.

2012-02-05T17:59:00.000-08:00

Oh god Shu, must you really go for the be-evil-to-the-rest-of-the-people-just-because-they-are-at-fault-for-causing-Hare's-dead personality? Don't make me hate you dear Shu. Now that i've seen this episode, I prefer Hare over Inori. I like Inori's chara design however lol.

Should I make an art thread at MF to showcase my horrible work? I need some cnc. Am currently working on drawing more guys 8D Trying to draw Fai D. Fluorite, Syaoron and Kiritsugu lol. Used reference ._. I think i got the hang of drawing Fai cause its like drawing girl type of face with short hair 8D ican'tdrawillyaandshewillforeverlookdifferenteachtimeidrawher
I've tossed too many tables lately so /toss chairs

I've been reading all those previous posts i typed and i'm like god. WHY I NO TYPE SOME COMMON SENSE?! I don't even... Can I just delete this and start all over? I'm very tempted to do so. That is why i can't give my blog link to Jovee. She will laugh...

Drawing guys.

2012-02-04T03:58:00.001-08:00

omg this must be the only guy i drew that actually looks like a guy ._. forget the anatomy and proportions, i'm happy with this.

Triple posting because I can.

Uhmm...

2012-02-04T03:08:00.000-08:00

Yes, i have absolutely no idea how to colour this anymore, though i'm loving the hair right now. I need to draw more guys orz.

Portfolio.

2012-02-04T02:36:00.000-08:00

I tried, I really did try doing some sort of portfolio. Its february i know, but i would probably procastinate till the last minute if i don't start doing it now... And of course, i came up with absolute nothing. At first, i thought of maybe making some fate/zero logoish thing which is black and white (because i'm bad in colouring and also because my printer doesn't have colour lol) but it didn't turn out like i've imagined so, i present to you me new artwork~ You all may now proceed to throw those tomatoes.

^can I just hand this in lol, the first saber i drew that i actually like D:

happy~

2012-02-02T04:07:00.000-08:00

So, they actually read the stuff i sent them and replied back 8D now both universities i wanted require me to send them a portfolio of my artwork ._. What do i even give them? maybe i can just gfx some logo or some sort i guess. If i knew this was gonna happen, i might as well take the Art subject for SPM as well. So yeah, some kind of regret is going on here. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE THEM OTL OTL. And my gfx isn't really that good either but at least i know the basics of the basics of the basics. Its not that bad right? ...right?!

Games.

2012-01-31T23:45:00.000-08:00

I downloaded Katawa Shoujo visual novel today. The background art was awesome and looks as if its real. But i'm kinda bored of the story though. Just started and I don't really have the mood to continue it ._. Also its obvious that all charas are drawn by different people 8D I like hanako. In fact, i've been stalking that artist art blog for a while now~ Maybe i will play again when i have nothing to do.

Wants to play some online games though.

Btw, watched Another episdoe 4. And now, i refuse to ride the elevator. Just... to be safe.

College.

2012-01-31T01:15:00.001-08:00

Was busy searching for some college stuff just now and a new university just caught my attention. When i go through the website and reading all those stuff, i was going OH SHIT all the way... Theres like plenty of stuff i'm not sure of and was regretting why didn't i go ask those people during all those education fairs i went. So i sent and enquiry to them asking all those stuff i don't know. And of course making sure my grammar and sentence structure are all correct so I don't sound all weird ._. I hope they actually reply to these kind of stuff though. The next intake is like on February and I STILL DON'T WHAT SHIT AM I DOING safjhasdkgjh /toss table

If there are any other intake dates, then this uni will be my next choice since they have the course i want and a 100% scholarship for straight As students lol. No interview whatsoever as well. Plus the facilities are kinda cooler than TOA (yes, i'm not a very decisive person OTL) And for those multimedia/design courses, THEY ACTUALLY HAVE A MINIMUM REQUIREMENT. THAT A STUDENT MUST HAVE AT LEAST 5 CREDITS and a pass in the subject Art. BUT I DONT TAKE ART sdkfjhasdkgjhaf how am i suppose to get in to that course then huh?! /toss another table.

Oh please, please, please. I hope i will either get TOA or this ._.

Reopen.

2012-01-29T01:14:00.000-08:00

Reopened my GFX shop at MF because i will actually feel more useful. /haven't been doing anything at all since SPM is over lol. So far so good. Using the slot system actually help makes thing easier. Lesser requests and stuff. so yay <3

Fate/Prototype

2012-01-25T20:56:00.000-08:00

THISTHISTHIS
If only they continued with this concept rather than FSN. Not that i hate FSN, but the anime is a bit too light hearted. Dark anime is always awesome yo. However, FSN VN is still very nicely done. (heaven's feel yes)

Chinese New Year.

2012-01-24T17:54:00.000-08:00

Yes, its that time of the year again. Angpow collecting!

Sadly, my mom's side of the family isn't really that humongous so i don't get to collect much red packets. Plus, my mom doesn't like bringing us to visit relatives and friends, expecting them to come visit us instead. Explain why I can never collect more than a RM200. And we don't really know my father's side of the family due to plenty of reasons thus, none from that side. I want to see more people though ._.

We went to Ipoh however with my aunt. My grandma's place. The kitchen and the toilet beside the kitchen will forever be unclean ._. Lucky, theres another toilet upstairs that can be used. A little creepy but way cleaner than downstairs. There are tons of chocolates on the table though 8D Most of the chocolates were bought by my singapore aunt~ While the biscuits and cookies were made by my mom. I will probably survive with those food for three days. Went there for like 3 days 2 nights. Real short since my younger brothers needs to go back to school on wednesday for some training stuff and bla. Internet and phone connection was horrible at the place ._.

Was able to advance to the finals for the winter gfx tournament. Which comes at a suprise since i didn't think that i would be able to. All out of pure luck due to most people having not handing in their work on time thus a straight disqualify. Its not really fun to be able to advance due to such conditions. I would surely be out on the first round if everyone were to participate properly *.* So anyway, watched Another episode 3 and its getting creepier every episode ._. Some girl died horribly. Its like she ran out of her classroom after some teacher called her out. She went to pick up her umbrella and ran downstairs. She tripped and the sharp end of the umbrella pierced through her neck with all the blood oozing out while she is still twiching and stuff. Horror in anime is on a whole new level compared to manga o.o

SO, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Straighten.

2012-01-19T23:59:00.000-08:00

Watched Guilty Crown Episode 13 today~ IT WAS AWESOME. Ayase and Shu is like real cool together in the show for once lol. The new OP and ED wasn't that nice compare to the previous ones however ._.

So, my aunt brought me to have my hair straighten ._. And its like really straight now. I kinda like it with the exception of the not being able to tie my hair for 2 weeks rule. Its just weird not tying my hair after having it tied up for like years o.o So very sad. Whatever the case, i still look horrible with or without straight hair. Oh, the unfairness towards ugly people.

^what i ended up looking like kinda ._. actually i looks worse lol. But i got better with hair shading so whatever 8D

SOPA.

2012-01-18T17:25:00.000-08:00

Am against SOPA. So does the internet and therefore they are now on strike. Lets all go against SOPA people! SOPA, WHY YOU NO LEAVE INTERNET ALONE.

Rain.

2012-01-17T23:52:00.000-08:00

Its raining now. Explains the lame title lol.

I still have no job, no school, no money and no life. Still internet-ing like crazy for the past couple of days/weeks. Watched a new anime called "Another". And it was awesome o.o Its horror and gore. Gave me the creeps watching the first two episodes ._. Nice characters and settings. Perfect for horror shows. The first time watching anime with this genre~ /waits for Tasogare Otome x Amnesia to come out. Another horror anime based on the manga i'm reading yesh~ So I tried watching Inu x Boku SS anime due to its popularity ._. Gave up on it after watching the first 7 minutes of the show. I dislike that main girl character and the stupidly acted bold personality. I like the butler guy however *o* with his black sparkles lol. If only the girl would just give up that bold act... Plus she is terribly short.

Trying to improve in digital drawing as well ._. I see slight improvement in colouring and drawing girls. I lost hope with guys and their face anatomy. Maybe i should just draw girls and pretend they are boys. Actually developing jobs for my OCs because i'm too bored and decided to make their profiles soon.

Flynn~

Friday 13th.

2012-01-12T18:20:00.000-08:00

This year we have plenty of Friday 13th. May bad luck stay away from us hopefully. To be honest, I like 13 ._. Eventhough its considered as a bad number and such. 13 ftw~ Am happy to be born on the 13th <3 So anyways, I've watched Guilty Crown episode 12. And it seems like the last episode to me from the way it ended~ One more episode left. Gai died ._. sad to all the guilty crown fangirls out there. I'm not really in to Gai lol~

Everyday.

2012-01-12T04:09:00.000-08:00

Everyday i'm on tumblr, Mangafox, MSN, photoshop, SAI, deviantart and pangya. Life, where have you been? Oh wait, its dedicated to ze internet.

Anohana violin.

2012-01-12T01:26:00.000-08:00

I wonder, what happen too all the ladies that play the violin proffesionally? ._. This person is another awesome violinist i found on youtube.

Art blog.

2012-01-11T19:53:00.000-08:00

Maybe i will just slowly turn this into my personal art blog. Of course, text > drawings. Because i'm just too lazy to draw everyday ._. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO IMPROVE LIKE THIS?! /toss table

So I've drawn Inori from Guilty Crown because I like drawing her for some reason~ Though I don't really like the character in the show. I should draw more guys and start learning about anatomy and background and legs and hands and etc etc.

Finally.

2012-01-10T02:14:00.001-08:00

I PASSED THE STUPID DRIVING TEST YAY! Through some methods which shall not be told. But I passed the test, so I'm happy. This thing made me emo for an entire week ._. Plus i'm sick, and some weird menstruation cycle which doesnt go according to schedule. Must be the medicine that ruins the normal hormone production. Biology yes 8D I miss school, darn.

Went to the Star Education Fair last sunday :3 And all I did was went to search scholarships. I'm planning to go apply the Star Education Fund for a couple of courses. (hope thats possible because I still can't decide whether i should go for graphic design or creative multimedia, maybe multimedia). I need to find two extra people who aren't related to me to be like saksi or something ._. And I'm going for my school teachers 8D Cik Azrina and Pn. Hasnizawati hopefully. Maybe En.Imran or Pn.Khairunnisa as well if I can't find the two teachers in time when i go and take my SPM results. How about Ms.Mas or Pn. Chew 8D but then again, i bet they forgot about me already and i'm aiming for teachers who actually remembers me :3 I has ze hope that Cik Azrina and Pn. Hasnizawati remembers me. After all, I bug them quite a lot during my schooling days.

Songs.

2012-01-08T21:12:00.000-08:00

This guy is just too good in violin~

While this song is emotional.

o.o

2012-01-04T23:09:00.000-08:00

My school friends are all having job, classes already, living in campus, and studying. While I'm here typing and then doing absolute nothing with my life. Going to the Star Education Fair at KLCC this Sunday. And I pray, pray that I can at least find a scholarship that can sponsor me full for the courses i'm planning to take. All my other schoolmates are like going for science a levels, foundations etc etc. While I'm going for something art related ._. Which is like a failure to everyone in the world besides those taking art. Without art, all you bitches will not have nice stuff to use and awesome pictures to stare at. I'm going to art no matter what yo followed by computer of course. And Creative Multimedia, Illustration and Graphic Design ish born.

Rewatch.

2012-01-04T03:00:00.000-08:00

Rewatch Anohana again cause I don't have school. Last episode only though cause I was too lazy to watch the whole thing again knowing the plot. Cried yet again~ Should never underestimate the power of that plot ._.

So anyway, I miss school. Terribly. I miss everything from SAB. The school hall, the classroom, the science labs, the teachers, the canteens, the fields, the grass, the rocks etc etc. I want to wear my uniform again. D:

Btw, shiwei failed his driving test as well o.o So he will be going with me next tuesday to retake the test. Oh god, please let me pass for I love you so.

Uhm.

2012-01-03T00:26:00.000-08:00

I have no life, no job, very little cash, and moderate hope. What am I doing? D:
I've been drawing digitally. I'm gonna go emo at that corner right now. K thx bye.

2012

2012-01-01T21:43:00.000-08:00

First post of the year 2012! xD
Was sick for the past two days. Definitely not the best way to start the new year... Wasn't able to stay up and watch the fireworks as well. My body can't move with all those medicine i'm taking. Ate at least four types of them. Slept for 20+ hours and yet i'm still sleepy. When will I be cured?! asdfjlgsd

Happy New Year anyway!
Sayonara 2011, I will miss you dearly.
Welcome 2012, hope you will be kind to me <3

New Love.

2011-12-30T04:33:00.000-08:00

Oh dear tumblr, you are so much better than all those other shit websites that people visit to be emo about their life. Yes, life to them is always full of misery. Whereas, people on tumblr is always this

and this

and forever this

;D Oh darn, tumblr just made me curse more D:

2012 Resolutions.

2011-12-29T20:21:00.000-08:00

I don't know what resolution I should set for myself.

New Year's Resolution for 2012:

1. 9A+ for SPM (Recycled resolution lol)
2. Get scholarhips to pay for college fees.
3. Get into The One Academy hopefully.
4. Pass driving test.
5. Achieve 3300 posts at MF.
6. Achieve 500 posts for this blog.
7. Improve drawing skills and colouring.
8. Save more and more money.
9. Make up with my brother. (Cause we still not talking :3)
10. Be happy. (Like those people on tv yo)
11. Do things that I like not because I need to, but because I want to.

So this will be my New year's resolution for 2012~ Hope I can accomplish them before the apocalypse <3

Resolutions.

2011-12-29T20:06:00.000-08:00

TIME FOR NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION; Lets see whether i've accomplished all the resolutions i set last year o.o

New Year Resolution List for 2011 :

1. Score 9A+ in my SPM exams (this is already a compulsory :3)
uhmm, results are not out yet though *.* /make this as next year's resolution :3

2. Improve my lame gfx skill (still need work with c4d)
I do better now with c4d. Didn't do much gfx this year, but I did improve a little in some parts D:

3. Improve my drawing skill (need learn how to draw guys!)
This has been accomplished yo! But for drawing guys, uhmmmm :D

4. Learn how to colour digitally properly (my colouring skills still sucks a lot >.>)
BRUSH TOOL I LOVE YOU. Gotten better with colouring due to the tool <3

5. Watch Yosuga no Sora and Pandora Hearts (i dont know why i'm still not watching them =.=")
This got kicked out from my list, so yeah. :3

6. Try to save more money (*.* maybe 50sen a day is good)
Accomplished. Cause my dad gave me coins everday lol.

7. Kill of my anti-sosial disease hopefully o.o
Apparently not ._. Its SPM, so i'm stuck at home studying. I should set a wiser resolution next time...

8. Gained 500 songs at my song list
417 songs. Oh damn.

9. Gained 2300 post for my Mangafox
Accomplished 8D with 400 posts extra yo~

10. Actually study and not during the last minute of exams (I never learn =.=")
Accomplished. i finally learned my lesson *o*

11. Gained 410 post for my blog? (90 more to go actually *.*)
Accomplished. 430++ posts now :3

12. Achieved 70 friends of Facebook (I should start adding people xD)
Accomplished. 100+ friends now yes.

13. Go to an anime or comic/manga convention! 8D
Accomplished. Comic Fiesta 2011. Went there, had fun. 8D

Seems like I didn't accomplished all of it ._. But 3/4 of it is good enough~ 417 songs, DAMN. D:

Meh.

2011-12-29T04:04:00.000-08:00

Seems like i've gotten all my negative-ness away because of tumblr. Thank you motivational quotes, pictures and funny gifs. I will visit you every single day like how i'm doing now. Hikikomori yes. Forever be in house and embrace my dear internet. I do not regret anything. :) New year's resolution will be done tomorrow i guess *.* Maybe i will just sum up what i've done this year o.o

What I've done in 2011:

1. Gotten into the most amazing class ever called 5 Jaya.
2. Gotten to meet amazing people on the internet and in school.
3. Got to go to Comic Fiesta 2011.
4. Got to buy artbooks and prints.
5. Got to go out to class party and stuff.
6. Got to eat pizza more than average due to class parties.
7. Sat for SPM 2011.
8. Actually studied every single day starting from April or something.
9. Stalked tumblr and people's sketch blog for almost everyday.
10. Gotten a graphics tablet.
11. Managed to draw better digitally by 0.0001%
12. English actually improved. YES!
13. Learned how to drive.
14. Failed driving test.
15. Managed to be ranked number 2 in the whole form 5 at school.
16. Finally managed to be number 1 in class at SAB.
17. Played pangya.
18. Got sicked so many times that it broked my 10 year record for being sick.
19. Loved add maths.
20. Played Sims 2 again and made tons of weird families.
21. Made skype cause i was forced by arkee.
22. MSN mode to chat with all MF people.
23. Used google wisely this year cause i actually searched for solutions there.
24. Made tumblr and posted drawings there.
25. Exchanged mails with arkee from the internet.
26. Being more open towards friends.
27. Posted tons of rants and weird posts here.
28. Played Harvest Moon: Heroes of Leaf Village.
29. Went to Education Fair at Midvalley.
30. Actually saw people cosplaying.
31. Felt bad for so many things this year.
32. Watched the most awesome-est anime this year; Guilty Crown and Fate/Zero.
33. Finished reading Fate/Zero novel.
34. Am slowly progressing in the manga section.
35. Obssesed with so many fictional anime guys this year~
36. Deviantart stalking monthly/weekly/dayly.
37. Gotten Photoshop CS5.
38. Gotten Paintool Sai.
39. Saved more money this year, still poor though...
40. This blog actually gotten more views.
41. Managed to continue blogging, eventhough have tons of tests~
42. More friends this year <3
43. GFX improved a little tiny bit by 0.0000000001%
44. Teachers actually knows/remembers me at school LOL.
45. Actually had fun in school.
46. Actually search for teachers to ask questions.
47. Known as a drugdealer on MF Mag Team.
48. Listened to many awesome violin player and pianist on youtube,
49. Downloaded more sad OSTs and awesome anime songs.
50. Actually exceeded the average usage of laptop and internet.

Woots more lame accomplisment this year compared to last year xD I am gettin lamer every single day yo. I regret nothing <3

Horrible luck.

2011-12-28T19:20:00.000-08:00

/sigh

Horrible luck few days before the new year is just bad. I should really stop listening to my parents conversation... now its making me feel like i'm actually totally useless and a wasting money person. I failed my driving test, so now i need to have them pay for the retest. I'm going college next year, not sure whether i'm getting the scholarship or what so ever. If i can't, then i will need to rely on them for money. My younger brothers... i dont think they can obtain scholarships with those kind of result, so i bet more money will be transfered to them. I feel like i'm taking a whole loads of money away from them. Then there is the car problem. Where i heard that the stupid jerk actually doesnt have any insurance thingy to pay for the car expenses. That means, if the problem can't be solve and the useless bitch is not paying up, my parents have to vomit around RM6000-7000 to fix the car. Seriously, just die already you pathetic piece of shit that doesn't contribute to the world. One less person for the world to worry about. Karma people, karma. He shall recieve the most severe punishment in hell. This is what happens when i'm pressured and mad at the same time. I curse every single thing alive that caused it.

Should be time for new year's resolution, but i dont have any mood to do it today, so maybe tomorrow. Or maybe the 31st. Bad luck, please go away. I might not be the angel to the world, but i'm not a bad person. At least, give us peace and sufficient financial support. My parents totally need them right now.

The Car.

2011-12-28T00:25:00.000-08:00

So my mom's car got knocked at the back by some small lorry guy thing bitch who are blind, and stupid, and blind. Seriously, that stupid guy should be jailed and fined and never be able to drive ever again. Die, fucking idiot. Die. Lucky, my mum is okay, or else i will be cursing his entire family to the depths of hell. Beware, bitches out there who doesn't obey traffic rules. If you want to die early, go somewhere else and plunge down a cliff or something. Don't involve the innocent. If you can't obey even this simple rule. You don't deserve to live any longer. Want to survive? Well, others too. So there, jerk.

Failure.

2011-12-27T04:23:00.000-08:00

Seems like I failed the driving test. Stupid handbreak thing that still let the car go down no matter how the hell i pull that thing up. Too bad. I passed the road test though. I'm not happy and am sad. Very sad. But I met some nice people there. Really nice people xD

Happy Christmas.

2011-12-24T19:05:00.001-08:00

Everyone, have a happy christmas and merry holidays~

omgomgomg
Fate/Zero is yet again awesome *o* Too bad its already the final episode of the season and I will have to wait till April for the next season ._. I wanna watch... 4 months is like a lot to wait D:

Seems like a new year resolution list should be planned soon~

Christmas Eve.

2011-12-24T00:00:00.001-08:00

Its that time of the year again~ Presents and big trees and lots of decorations 8D
Too bad my house have none of these. Never did it have any of these in the first place D: But at least the chirstmas spirit on the internet never fails to dissapoint me. Time to prepare the cookies and milk people! Hohoho.

YESH.

2011-12-21T22:15:00.000-08:00

I've finally drawn something, that me myself is satisfied. With the colours and stuff *o* I love you brush tool. I love you so <3 On the other hand, goodbye pentool. The tool who made my drawing life bad.

The pineapple my mom has been growing is blooming flowers. Small cute purple flowers 8D Actually its a bit too small to be seen at once ._. But we will have pineapple soon around chinese new year~ A good sign for fortune yo.

Today is the PMR result taking day. And being the busybody, i was practically starring at facebook for latest updates~ And closed it soon after i found the number of people who scored straight As. 138 in total. A drop. Their life in Form 4 will be sad. Very sad. They better show some result in their exams soon or the principal will treat everyone a nice bowl of torture. Congratulations to everyone who scored though! xD Enjoy the RM200 next year :3

Fate/Zero OP

2011-12-18T04:53:00.000-08:00

THIS.
This guy never fail to impress me *o*

Education Fair.

2011-12-18T02:36:00.001-08:00

The education fair today 8D If its not on today, I would surely be in the comic fiesta for the rest of the day ._. But I have four hours of driving lessons today and i think i'm fine for the test... Just that i still need to watch out for cars in the road. PLEASE SLOW DOWN PEOPLE, NEWBIE NEEDS TO DRIVE SAFELY D:

So back to the education fair at midvalley, its pack with people ._. Super pack with people. Compare to the education fair in school, the booths here are like x5 bigger than normal *o* i walked around signing up forms for people and more walking around. Stayed away from med school :3 My main stop was The One Academy booth of course 8D I got a guy to explain all the course and fees and things i need to bring if i were to apply~ I know more stuff now, and definitely know which scholarhips that i can apply to help pay my fees *.* Out of all the booths, this is the only booth that made me stop :3 My mom agree to let me go there 8D Now, transportation problem orz.

Comic Fiesta.

2011-12-17T02:11:00.000-08:00

As expected, I got lost in KLCC. Asked Joy (internet friend) for help and finally managed to reach the ticket booth *.* Saw wei theng and ended up being with her for quite some time before we seperated again 8D Bought an artbook, an awesome Fate/Zero print, a bag, and some buttons ._. I think i should have bought more stuff *.* But i feel like i'm wasting too much money o.o Sad. Gonna buy more next year!! Fate/Zero print so awesome *o* so awesome *o* omg and the buttons *o* Most artist i stalked sadly wasnt there ._. BUT THE ARTBOOK I BOUGHT HAVE THEIR WORKS *o* Another reason why i didn't buy much was because some was not of my taste. Vocaloid and Magica conquering all the works ._____. And i'm not even a fan of those two series D: Another lot's work wasn't very impressive either o.o While some other stuff like keychains and things doesn't have the design i like so .... LIVE DRAWING AND COMMISION *o* i just watch them draw and ink and i'm staring like an idiot ._. Saw Jovee as well 8D Didnt talk much to my internet friends cause it feels awkward lol. Watched the cosplay competiton xD Some groups were shit ._. They are not even lip synching for god's sake... While some doesn't even talk... But some of the groups was awesome though *o*

I should totally buy more artbooks next year 8D!

Kurisumasu.

2011-12-11T17:34:00.000-08:00

Christmas everywhere 8D

So MF is having plenty of christmas events. Am planning to join the secret santa and the GFX Tournament 2011. Cause i'm only good in these. The other event sounds fun but then again i'm not that fast as to compare with the others. They start searching for clues like a minute after the event started ._. And i only realised it hours after it started lol. So i'm definitely not suited to be competing in hunting events. Sadly.

So i'm going to the comic fiesta in KLCC this saturday /woots
Planning to use the money i saved to buy stuff this time. Maybe some artbooks and prints if the malaysian artists i'm stalking are really participating 8D Wanted to buy a moleskin sketch book at the bookstore as well. The money i have are probably enough for my expenditure, hopefully. I wanted to buy keychains for a long time now ._. Too bad my mom wouldn't bring me anywhere so I'm stuck at home. But soon, i can drive legally 8D

Am going to the Midvalley Education Fair too ._.
In dire need for scholarships and financial loans and stuff to pay for the college i'm planning to apply. Please, may god give me some scholarships and let me be in that college i chose *.*

Scholarships.

2011-12-10T01:06:00.001-08:00

So, i was searching for scholarhip, like what I should be doing months ago. And due to the fact that I procastinated, or more like not realising the important of it, I ditched it. And now, when i found some suitable scholarship, their deadlines are long overdue.

So now, I'm like this:

And wanted to do this:

But then again, its my fault for not searching it earlier so i'm back to being like this:

The one place I really hope I will be able to enroll in now is:
1. The One Academy

And some side places which I think I will choose if i fail the above:
1. Multimedia University
2. Limkokwing University
3. Malaysia Institute of Art
4. Some more maybe?

Camp.

2011-12-09T20:54:00.000-08:00

OMG.

The One Academy just sent me a letter informing about this art camp for two days at the academy *o* I so wanna go after going through the time and activities and stuff. Manga drawing lessons 8DDD and flash animation training omg! Its just that sunway is a bit too far away ._. Wonders if i can go and its quite early as well. /sulks sulks

This academy is like the top most in my list of colleges and universities that i'm planning to enroll in. But considering the price and of course scholarhips and stuff ._. WHERE CAN I FIND A SCHOLARSHIP OTL.

Close.

2011-12-09T04:36:00.001-08:00

The goal of having 430 blog post is slowly being achieved. A couple of post more to go 8D

So, yesterday there was a class party in pavilion. And I was, of course lost. So I walked like half of the sixth floor, trying to find pizza hut ._. Lucky I met eunis while walking. So we finally found the pizza hut place located on the first floor... .___. then bla bla bla. Everyone talked about school, work and national service. And pizza and thats it~ nice christmas tree and bears at pavilion though xD

Now, where can I find a job ._.

Class party.

2011-12-07T20:54:00.000-08:00

So theres gonna be a class party at pavillion today. And i don't know where to meet them, don't have their numbers, never been to pavillion, only thing i know is that they are gonna have pizza. Yes, thats how pathethic i am. But, theres suppose to be a map right? RIGHT?! D8 But whatever, if i don't find them then i will just walk around like some freak from a foreign country. Or maybe i just call mei-yi ._. Since i have her number and i'm sure she is going lol. At least i can crawl out from my cave and have a walk in pavillion? 8D My dad says theres a bunch of stuff toys outside ._. Uhmm, where is outside? 8D

Sad, just sad.

Saw the stats today, and more people D8 who is reading this shit? D8?!

I don't even.

2011-12-07T02:41:00.000-08:00

I'm getting used to the car, YES! I still need practice in moving the stupid car but at least its better now~ Parking was quite easy but the steering was terrible to turn. It made me sweat and used all my energy to turn it. I don't even know why they use manual car to teach newbies. Like, all the other cars out there used by everyone is auto. So you expect me to learn again? Oh dear. At least my confidence are coming back, thank god.

So, enough of the car thingy. Watching beelzebub and it was hilarious 8DD plus the ending was nice <3 Repeating and repeating again together with some sad ost i found yesterday :3 And also Euterpe from Guilty Crown. Guilty Crown awesome yo~ Love Shuu 8D Inori, not really ._. Her personality is kinda plain. Fate/zero awesome too yo~ Rin is just so adorable when she is young <33 Sad Kariya, so sad. All the servants are so 8DDDD except assassin. I hate assassin ._. Prefer F/SN assassin~ Hate Caster too. He first to die yo 8D Me happy :3

Was checking my stats today, weird that the people reading this are increasing ._.
Stop increasing D8

Problem.

2011-12-05T20:29:00.000-08:00

Seems like I finally realised the reason why I always can't start the stupid car properly. Its because I didn't press the stupid oil pedal properly. And because of that, I can't drive properly. And today I have lessons on the road. and blocking the traffic of course due to my insanely slow phase 8D I should totally watch out for cars everytime I enter the bigger roads ._. If its not for the guy beside me that watch those car for me, I would have bang them 8D Hard. I advice them to buy insurance ._. lol~

I think i realised my problem better if the guy beside me is out of the car like today ._. I finally get to think peacefully and analyse the stupid car and lucky I managed to find out the problem ._. Still need some time to get used to it though *.* I think he was also kinda saying my memory is bad due to my constant unable-to-start-car disease. Like, if you were to study what I'm studying in school, you will totally realise that my memory is top notch. So there, old man. Though i still have to thank him for teaching me <3

First day of driving lesson.

2011-12-04T21:41:00.000-08:00

First day of driving lesson, and i'm told to drive home... THE HELL IS THIS SHIT. I'm not even used to the gear thingy or whatever its called yet. To think i have to learn how to park later ._. I shall walk for the rest of my life and pretend to be eco. Yes, I shall. And when the guy is like flipping through a list of names of people that is learning how to drive, i saw a person's name that is from my school. lol, discovery is amazing :3

WHY MUST THEY USE OLD CARS WITH THOSE COMPLICATED THINGS AND NOT THE NEW CARS WITH AUTOMATIC THINGS?!Will definitely make things a whole lot easier for all of us. Malaysia...

[edit] i'm getting nervous ._. what if i knock someone on the road... how do you get in between of cars from the side ._. how do you do this, how do you that D8

Drive.

2011-12-04T04:24:00.000-08:00

Shit, learning how to drive tomorrow ._.
Becareful on the roads people, you will never know if its me knocking you down...

Bye bye November 2011.

2011-12-01T05:43:00.001-08:00

Its like a blink of an eye and three quater of the year is gone ._. November is like gone now and christmas is coming 8D Decided to play pangya again since i saw a couple of kooh's picture here and there while i was searching for renders to gfx. I lost all my ability to gfx D8 Not that I have any in the first place, but... its getting worse. Pangya installer take forever to load ._. Its like about 2 hours, and still not yet done. A little bit more *.* I used to have two accounts. One is a Junior B rank while the other is a Begginer D rank ._. I planned to make another one since i don't really like the name i used for those... WHY DID I USE THOSE NAME IN THE FIRST PLACE?! D8 Now i have to save money in the game all over again ._.

Sigh, bye bye November. Welcome December 2011.

SPM Over.

2011-11-30T03:24:00.000-08:00

SPM IS OVER!

Now i miss school, i miss class, i miss teachers, i miss friends, i miss science labs, i miss those funny jokes, i miss the canteen, i miss the school hall, i miss the sports lessons, i miss english lessons, i miss my table, i miss my class location, i miss the days ._.

Now, I'm like schooless, aimless, and clueless D8 I have to search for scolarships, colleges, universities and all those complicated stuff that I wish need not to be done D8 And its weird not studying ._. IDK WHY but i just feel weird not having a book with me ._. But i accomplished the studying everyday resolution i set on new year last year 8D! actually 7/8 of the times to be exact... But who is counting? 8D Now that i think about it, i got quite a lot of task accomplished *o* except the one where i need to have at least 430 posts on this blog ._. 415 D8 like 15 more asdkfjhsd I'm getting lazy to do that.

So, now i'm like finish watching Book of Bantorra. Lame ending is lame ._. A stupid knife, kills the final boss, happily ever after, except some of them died in the process. Not a nice ending D8 Watched Baka and Test, Summon the Beast today. Not an awesome plot, but was stupid and funny at least 8D Nice characters *o* Guilty crown and Fate/Zero is still as awesome as ever 8D Gonna watch Beelzebub on animax tomorrow :3

"SPM, I bid you farewell,
May you bring torture to the candidates that is to come"

To my schoolmates and SAB, see you all in March!!
I will miss you ._.

Blind.

2011-11-27T04:12:00.001-08:00

You know, I don't see how so many people are able to call my phone number but is always some random people who I don't know. Like how? Seriously. All these blind people who never checked before they call are only annoying me ._. and to think they all managed to type my number. Out of all the billion numbers out there. I got tired of it and ended up not picking any of those calls. If they happen to be my friends, then too bad. Besides, no one ever call me anyway. Unless they need help. ._. Friends? Bullshit. I would rather speak to my pencil.

Explains why i'm quiet. 8D its actually a good thing provided you are someone who won't die when you are alone for 2 minutes. Another reason is that I dont like mixing with annoying people. But still managed to end up sticking to one .__. Its not like I hate A in particular. I dont mind being around but her overly sensitive personality with her always love to speak about her past like I'm not listening for the past thousand times when she is telling her story is annoying me. And A always think that her friends doesn't like her. Like not replying to your messages a few times and not answering your call a few times means people hate you. Seriously. Their world doesn't revolve around you, you know. And getting so sensitive of people messages when they do reply. Like WHAT DO YOU WANT? ._. and to think she thought I was angry just because i replied her message with something as simple as "I will~" D8 adsfgfhk. I don't understand at all. Sometimes I just feel like staying away. But this is only built up annoyingness which doesn't happen if its only a couple of times. :3

P.S to the people I know who are reading this blog, people I stated on top wasn't you. You people awesome yo 8DD but to other people who actually read this thing and is from my school, then I can't be sure. ~

SPM.

2011-11-24T04:11:00.001-08:00

Logarithms, WHY YOU STILL NO LIKE ME.

The tests are all so far so good except the fact that I realized I made plenty of stupid mistakes and random errors here and there which are making me disappointed. And to think it's all thanks to the people around me at school that made me realize them. That is why I hate to discuss stuff with friends though it was me who asked them. I'm just weird. It took me hours to finally feel the confidence back after thinking about those papers before I can move one with other subject. Though I should be studying, I'm still here... Blogging, stalking and worse of all watching 4 amines during exam weeks and reading about 6 manga D:
When there is Internet, I will forever be distracted. Sad.

Logarithms, WHY YOU STILL NO LIKE ME?

Hair Band.

2011-11-20T23:28:00.001-08:00

My mom threw my hair band!! The long, inelastic and old hair band of mine D8 though its old, I was planning to use it till the end of the year D8 WHY?!!!! Darn ._. I'm upset. Very upset. I miss my hair band ._. I'm over reacting but I have the rights to ._. If I wasn't waiting for the year to end, I wont be even wearing it till this long .______. IT WAS THAT IMPORTANT. Bullshit the new ones ._____. Asfgdjdkai.

So for SPM, 5 subjects down, 4 more to go ._. darn, I don't have the mood to talk about it, now that my hair band is gone ._. Hairband > SPM now.

Tomorrow.

2011-11-13T02:50:00.001-08:00

Tomorrow is the big day for all SPM students. Ganbatte to all of them! 9A+ HELL YEAH! SPM, short for Simplest Paper in Malaysia. I do hope thats the case. Lets chill and relax today as preparation for tomorrow!

/excited

11.11.11

2011-11-10T19:14:00.001-08:00

The 11 November 2011.
11.11 and 11 second.

Studying.

2011-11-09T02:07:00.001-08:00

Studying Sejarah but keep being distracted by tv, Internet, phone, papers and pen. The last two seems a bit weird to be distracted about but the drawing mood is in me this couple of days and whenever I see a pencil with empty space here and there, I will doodle on it. Explains my Sejarah book. Mostly on the index page. Me OCs are all there plus this ugly guy :3 Didnt add my latest oc yet who is still unnamed. Some girl with red/bluish hair. It was in my tumblr which I just created a couple of days ago. I don't plan to post my tumblr link here considering the people I know who are reading this. I planned to show my drawings and gfx to the rest of the world but not to my friends. What logic is this? ._. I wonder.

Anime during SPM.

2011-11-06T18:07:00.001-08:00

I'm clearly not learning nor listening to all the people's advice to study. Instead now I'm actually watching 3 anime with my books beside me. Worse of all, I don't feel anything at all D8 The book of Bantorra, Guilty Crown and Fate/Zero. So far, all these anime are insanely good *o* especially guilty crown and fate/zero of course~ They made me go what-is-SPM-again feel whenever I know they got updated.

Besides anime, arkee and jovee from MF are trying to make me go back and work for the magazine. I applied for an hiatus but they make me feel guilty for not doing my part through Facebook ._. But I insist of not doing them until I finish my hiatus duration :3 they shall suffer. Besides, the other gfxers should start doing more work as I'm always the one to finish up those unclaimed ones. I do pages way more than I need to anyway. Like seriously, about two-three weeks for an article? Layout isn't that hard unless you don't know what the article is talking about. And some excuses I find is just so made up. But then again its only a particular person i'm talking about~ I love the rest of them <3 I would have quit MF long long ago if it wasnt or them ^^

So yeah;

2011-11-03T23:15:00.001-07:00

So I thought it would be time to update again. I was sick, with a horrible headache and terribly sleepy. It's a surprise I manage to stay alive throughout school ._. I need drugs to heal me. Panadol healed me a bit I guess.

So we finally go back to our original classes like finally ._. I miss the big space with no cramming like sardines. 71 people in one class, seriously? All teachers are normal again~

Should stop writing ._. Using the phone to post is way too troublesome.

...

2011-10-27T20:26:00.000-07:00

I don't feel like talking to anyone today. I don't feel like typing as well. But then again, my brain won't be able to handle facts and emotions at the same time. Maybe it can but i wouldn't want to risk it. Why hormones, why? Why you no make other people's life miserable instead.

So, I wanted to make a tumblr, but SPM is near ._.
You see, I'm already kinda in love with tumblr even without making an one. If I were to make one now, who knows how many more hours i will be there. Even without tumblr, i'm not studying now anyway. I wanted to. I really do. But just reading the words makes me go ..... "i know this thingy, maybe i can just make my own sentence during exams" See what my brain is trying to make me do? Procastinate. I felt like i know most of the things and its making me think i can answer the questions if spm is tomorrow. But, thoughts remain as thoughts. If only I can really do that, studying won't exists.

Watched Guilty Crown episode 3 today. Back stab and betray YEAH! At least the plot is going somewhere. I want Inori singing *o* Voice is nice. Speaking of music, I want to watch the animax music 2011. They have like 3/4 of the singers THAT I ACTUALLY KNOW. I know limited singers. I only know them if i find half of their songs are nice and take the effort to search for them. Kalafina for example. And and some other people. I need more new songs.

Was checking my blog stats and found out that i got weird traffic sourse ._.

Free.

2011-10-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

Went to have a haircut today and got a free massage together *.* It was painful ._. The lady is like washing my hair then masssage then start hitting my back with those cracking sounds and i'm like .____. My hair got straighter, still about the same length though~ but its straighter *o*

Report.

2011-10-23T21:22:00.001-07:00

Based on the report from my constant stalking of people's art blog on tumblr, I've found out that many are now drawing own characters out of an eel. So I felt like doing it too *.* Sadly, I just splash some colours on some ugly lineart... I did my best in ruining it <3 Name is Tique. Pronouns as tick? ._. Short from Entique~ Weird name is weird but that word has been stuck on my mind for like months .-.

I GOT BETTER IN HAIR SHADING YES! By better it means better than the shit i've made before. Photoshop cheat yet again. Lame clothes is lame. So sad. Just sad.

Failed.

2011-10-22T00:56:00.000-07:00

So much for trying to ban myself from using the computer. Just failed. Watched Guilty Crown episode 2 just now and so far so good. Watched Book of Bantorra on Animax too. It was an okay first episode so i'm probably watching it till the end. I tried studying bio and physics today. So far so bad. I went to play sims 2 instead ._. Its fun to killed 6 Sims underground with fire blowing stuff and stuff their grave there, then made another sim and move into that lot *.* Haunted house 8D But i made the first floor and the one on top a bit more modern, and scary underground~ Then i got bored.

Stomach Ache.

2011-10-20T03:36:00.001-07:00

Shit biology.

I've been having stomach ache since 2 days ago I think, and it's getting worse, like worse... /toss table
I've been googling on how to cure it and hopefully it works or I might just lie in bed and pretend I'm dead... Maybe its gastric or constipation stuff or just whatever thing that may have cause this. /starts reading bio book on disease
I'm crapping due to pain now.

To the stalkers out there, well, you know i'm talking about you, have fun reading this not-suppose-to-be-understand-blog. The End.

Horrible shock.

2011-10-16T01:29:00.001-07:00

KIRITSUGU AND MAIYA KISSED?! THIS IS SO UNACCEPTABLE D8

this is what happened in Fate/zero episode 3 ._. I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE IT D8

Guilty Crown.

2011-10-15T03:02:00.001-07:00

Watched the first episode of Guilty Crown today and it was awesome 8D Though fate/zero is better :3 But the song was nice~

Graduation Day.

2011-10-14T22:49:00.000-07:00

You have no idea how tired my hand is now after typing the other two events.

Today was graduation Day 8D And i have to wear baju kurung to school ._. Just weird wearing normal clothes to school and not school uniform. Very weird. Everyone else outfit was nice *o* and mei-yi was kinda obssessed with everyone's shoe 8D First we have to line up at the badminton court and wait for teacher's order. Of course, its picture taking time and i took a number of pictures with people xD Then we have to wear our Harry potter like robes (which is kinda cool but a bit dull) Super hot. Malaysia wheather is just bad ._. The teachers' robes are red with yellow stripes at the edge 8D So striking ._.

Listent to speeches, people going up stage. My dad suddenly come in and i have to speak with him in cantonese which makes the people beside me shocked as they finally found out that i speak cantones and can speak mandarin as well :3 Well, no one ever asked me in the first place, so yeah 8D Then i have to go up the stage to take the scroll like thingy and i saw my touch and go picture on screen. UGLY PICTURE IS UGLY D8. Then bla bla bla. Went out to take more random pictures with almost everyone that passed by me xD Took about 40+ pic with people and secretly taking pic of other people. Took some pictures with Pn.Khairunnisa, Pn.Hasnizawati, Pn. Chew and Ms.Mas <3 Would be better if i can take picture with the principal lolol. Like she was beside me when i take the picture with Pn.Chew. And to think i was about to go home and i saw all these people outside the office xD Cant miss the chance now would i? :3 So, suprisingly i took pictures with teachers <3

Mr. Tan retirement.

2011-10-14T22:40:00.000-07:00

So yeah, on to the next post...

Mr. Tan retirement was like really grand ._. Even grand-er than Pn. Siti Hanah's retirement majlis. So we started off waiting for almost an hour in the hall, cause you know, majlis never start on time. Just never. Then come all those speeches and stuff from the principal, pengerusi of PIBG and Pn.Chew. Then some performances. Of course, there is always singing from suhaimie's gang, a form 4 student, some form 6 students. Then multimedia from the ict people where they interview Mr.Tan. Aww, touching interview is touching.

Then its singing from all the other disipline teachers 8DD Mr.Muru CRIED. Like seriously, HE CRIED D8 it was sad. Then i saw Pn. Chew, Pn. Hanita, Pn. Wan Noraida and some other teacher that i'm too lazy to type D8 The retirement majlis is just so touching ._. I'm glad i got him as Maths teacher when i was form 2 <3

Then reccess. Eat eat eat and its time to line up outside the class to like clap while he is walking towards the Surau. After he passed us, we went to the road by the astaka and wait for him to go in the cool car Datin Lee provided *o* Then Mr.Muru's car was like right in front of Mr.Tan's car and its like wow ._. They drove to the tapak perhimpuanan and theres this Kawad people consists of pengawas, kadet polis, krs, renjers saluting to Mr.Tan. Like so cool *.* Its like he was the Ketua Polis or something o.o Then he went back to his home with Mr.Muru as the driver lolol <3

Hari Keusahawanan.

2011-10-14T22:20:00.001-07:00

Maybe if i have posted earlier, i won't have to write too much today ._. Theres still Mr.Tan retirement and Graduation Day i have to write... /too lazy

So on Hari Keusahwanan,

I'm actually excited to come to school! Like this is the first ever Hari Keusahawanan that i'm ever gonna go 8D And also the last since I'm in Form 5 now unless i come visit again next year... There were lots of booth with food and drinks and cotton candy and some games and lucky draw and teachers with aprons *.* *coughen.shahbudincough* And khemah everywhere so i have to basically walk around the entire school to visit all the booths. However, the stuff there are kinda expensive and we are only given RM 10 coupon... ~~our school is just so cheap sometimes~~ So it kinda limit what i can buy and what is affordable.

At first i bought cotton candy 8D since its been years since i last ate cotton candy ._. maybe about 7 years or something? probably more... Then went to lucky draw booth, which until now still not sure whether i won a not *.* Then roam around at the tapak perhimpunan. The stuff there are even more expensive. Theres a teacher that even sell baju kurung o.o And the shop besides it sells keychain thingy where you can customize yourself. But one little bead thing cost RM1.50 ._. Just too expensive for a poor person like me. Behind it was a video game section. FLAT SCREEN TV omg *o* but they are only playing some football games and stuff which i'm not interested. Outside the school hall was the karaoke section where they have this cool karaoke screen thing which makes me wonder if our school is really this rich o.o

Then some other booths. Wei Theng shop sells ice sticks which is kinda nice~ But her shop is like directly at the sun so they are like sweating while shouting xD Then i continue to roam around and visited Pn.Hanita's shop~ Bought her roti bakar which i got a 50% discount from sabrina lolol. It was nice but super hot. Wanted to visit en.shahbudin's store but they haven't finish cooking yet. Cool "volumetric flask" is cool :3 Then went to haunted house. WAITED LIKE ABOUT 2 HOURS + JUST TO ENTER THE HAUNTED HOUSE WHICH LASTED LESS THAN 5 MINUTES WTH. Me, jasmin, mei-yi and her sister is like waiting, talking nerdy stuff, and being random. Finally reach the counter but then the people is like taking a break and so we have TO WAIT AGAIN FOR THE LOT OF PEOPLE THAT HAVEN'T ENTER YET BUT WROTE DOWN THE NAME. Though it was long the haunted house is a bit creepy. Only a bit however. The creepiest is where you first enter and you saw an old tv with a girl sitting beside it staring at you ._. If only she had chased us, it would be a horrfying experience 8D

After that, went back to class since most of the booth is already closing ._. Like we really did wasted our time waiting for the haunted house. Should have make shifts instead... Saw jinwei's shop and they are only selling drinks. Boring booth since there are other nice booths with nicer drinks xD

Though i didnt really spend much time in lots of booth, it was a fun experience 8D Hope I can visit SAB again next year <33 i will bring more money next time ._.

Lazy.

2011-10-10T01:58:00.000-07:00

Yes, i've been getting lazier and lazier everyday. Whether it is studying or just sitting here typing stuff i know nobody will read. Hell ya! Okay... so this week is like suppose to be a busy week since theres a number of events back to back. Like Thursday will be Hari Keusahawanan (only haunted house? booo... well, maybe theres others, but how fun does our school get anyway? Sadly, no.), Mr. Tan retirement majlis (aww, I will miss my form 2 maths teacher D: But then again, I won't be seeing him again even if he's not retiring this year, *coughForm5andidon'tknowhimwellcough*), and Saturday will be our Form 5 Graduation Day. (With all the robes and such... Having trouble of what to wear since the school basically banned everything besides baju kurang and some formal wear which I cleary doesn't have). That kinda sums up what is gonna be happening for the rest of the week. Maybe might type here again when the thing is over ._. SPM is just so....

/starts awesome fangirling over Fate/zero

So I watched episode 3 yesterday and of course it was awesome~ Alexander the Great is just so cool you know *o* Yes, his name appeared in the form 5 sejarah book ONCE. Pairing up with Waver was okay. I just want Caster to die together with his master... Though i know he will sooner or later in the story, but then again, his appearance in the show just makes me wanna kill them. Kiritsugu's gang is just as lovely as always <33 The others were cool though i feel sorry for assasin. Killed too easily... Sad.

/ends random post on Fate/zero.

Fate/zero anime.

2011-10-07T04:21:00.000-07:00

So fate/zero anime first episode was released last sunday 8DD and ever since then, i've been high on fate/zero and i've been repeating the op and ed for so many millions of time and i'm still not tired of it xDD Fate/zero just exceed my expectation *.* Irisviel <33

Magazine Team Halloween Dare.
This is like one of the funniest yet scary event on the magazine team ._. Its hilarious to see other people daring other people and making all of them look stupid 8D but my dare was horrible D8 i have to talk like a slut, pervert and open. How do I talk like that anyway? Like i'm just so innocent you know :3 Then i challenged some people and they challenge me back... So now i have to say i hate type-moon works and insult/troll all the other member except the one who dare me ._. I so wanna insult her now D:

Recover.

2011-09-28T05:17:00.000-07:00

So i recover from my sickness. Lame flu is gone, oh yeah! I can now stop wasting tissue and be more eco towards the enviroment. But now i got sore throat and require lots of water daily. Like 10 litres a day. Which is also good for the health anyway. Solvent of life 8D

I recover my hotmail account also. AND I WAS LIKE YAYING AND JUMPING AROUND. and doing weird stuff cause i was happy. Was lucky that i recovered it cause i that account has been with me for like 4 years and all me awesome emotes and contacts are there.

Then my trials results are out. And it was a really really unexpected result i got ._. LIKE THE EVER BEST I EVER GET IN THE LAST TEN YEARS OF SCHOOL. /pathetic
I'm like omg-ing when i was at home. 8DD I can't stop smiling that day 8D

Three good news in a row. YES! my bad luck is over :3

Bad Luck.

2011-09-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

First of all, i'm sick. With a horrible flu, horrible headache, horrible feeling of just wanting to sleep for the rest of the week. Ditched tuition so whatever. 8D

Second of all, my hotmail account got blocked. Cause they think my account is doing something bad and sending junk mail to everyone else. I'm trying to recover it and failed horribly. No matter how many codes i used, how hard i did to activate me ancient yahoo mail account so the code can be sent there, how hard i google for solutions, i still horribly failed. Now i can't get on msn. WHATTHEHELLISTHISSHIT.
Yes, i've been raging about that since yesterday.

Third of all, my mouse is shitty. I can't click properly but luckily its a laptop, theres another thing to click. But i was rendering some image. Using the mouse+ctrl+clicking = very tiring. And worst of all, i can't rest my hand and back.

Theres talent time at school on thursday though. But with this amount of luck, WHO CARES ABOUT THE WHATEVER AWESOME THING THEY DID. ~~some are just too boring~~

I JUST WANT MY HOTMAIL ACCOUNT BACK. ALL MY CONTACTS ARE THERE. ME MF PEOPLE. ME STUFF. ME AWESOME EMOTES. wait.... MY AWESOME EMOTES!!!!!! DD8!!!!!! IF I DONT GET MY ACCOUNT BACK, SCREW WITH THIS SHIT. I'll be happily stabbing hotmail.

The End.

/ends rage.

Vocaloid.

2011-09-18T04:42:00.001-07:00

So, i saw this awesome video of a guy playing 134 vocaloid songs on a piano in idk how many minutes. Some of the songs were really nice so i went to look them up on youtube. Took me a whole lot of time just to search the instrumental version. Eventhough the song is like awesome, the voice of vocaloids still irk me ._. Like seriously, why is their voice just so mechanical?! And robotic and weird and mechanical ._. i just feel like stabbing their throats to replace their whatever sound chips to something better *.* Even so, i like the new korean vocaloid voice 8D Its not very mechanical but its so autotuned lol. Well, i guess no vocaloid voice is perfect ._.

like omg, this is just too good *.* and this is just part 1 o.o

5 Jaya Open Class.

2011-09-16T00:54:00.000-07:00

So on 15 September 2011.

It was 5 Jaya open class. Or something like a farewell party cause we are all gonna seperate classes the following week since the school is gonna have Latih Tubi Terancang. (what kind of lame idea is that anyway) And after that was an emotional day. Everyone was like posting in facebook, crying and saying how much they love the class. Aww, they make me really miss 5 Jaya now ._. They posted video too! Omg, 5 Jaya really is the awesome-est class i've ever been to. IM SO GONNA MISS THEM. <33

video

more video

another video

Happy Malaysia Day!

2011-09-16T00:51:00.000-07:00

Happy Malaysia Day everyone!!

I'm so in love with this song like *.*!!

Ahaha.

2011-09-08T05:24:00.000-07:00

And I thought of studying physics today. Guess its not gonna happen then. So, i was practically happy for the rest of yesterday cause of my english results. For the first time ever, like since forever, i finally gotten a 80+ 8D and its like from Ms.Mas. Then, i was like sulking for my other marks. Me A+ darn it ._. And i'm planning to go to the comic fiesta at 17 December that is gonna be held KLCC with my online friends. Yeah, yeah, internet people can't be trusted but i've met them for like about 2 years so they can like be trusted halfway. Malaysia people are fun cause I get to see them being torture my exams and test together with me :3 My mom is like "Oh no, you can't meet people on the internet, they are all evil people that will rob you, cheat you, kidnap you and then you die." Exaggerated. But you get what i mean. Moms. I'm like 17 going to be 18 in a couple of months more and she still thinks I'm 3 ._. Like, I can't even walk by myself in a shopping mall cause she is afraid i will get lost and then can't find me again. Hello, there are signs practically everywhere and i'm clearly not blind. At all. I will try convincing her that internet people are not evil wolves out there trying to kidnap kids. Hopefully it will succeed.

Fate/zero.

2011-09-04T04:24:00.000-07:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG

Fate/zero trailer and PV was like AWESOME 8DD I'm like forcing lots of my MF friends to watch it eventhough its not even released yet. Its gonna be released on october on whatever date ._. One more month to go 8DD !!! I'm like fangirling over the awesome characters. Those servants and masters 8DD!!! Though i still want caster's team, zoken and kirei to just die. Caster's team die first /woot. OMG i can't wait for it!!

Tomorrow is school. My, how time flies. Trials results ._. /stabs papers
Am still randomly colouring and drawing with my tablet. Lineart is fine, but drawing and colouring needs major improvement. GUY IS SO HARD TO DRAW /toss tables

Raya and Merdeka.

2011-08-31T18:51:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya and Selamat Merdeka. Happy Raya and Happy National Day. I wonder where is my duit raya and merdeka flags. Happy 1 September 2011 too. That isn't a festival btw. How time flies and its already september. 2 more months till SPM. Ganbatte!

Ancient

2011-08-30T01:52:00.000-07:00

Oh my ancient writing, filled with weird short forms, weird languages, weird numbers mixed with words. I really do want to erase all those weird posts cause its like.... /faceplam x10. No wonder i failed english till now. I went to visit some blogs which i never visit in like ~~months~~ years maybe. I was bored.

Went back.

2011-08-30T01:15:00.000-07:00

So, i went back to look through my old posts and my english was crap. Not that my english now is any better. Why can't i just use awesome and bombastic vocabs with no grammar mistakes.

Raya is here, i want some duit raya. Its one malaysia, hello? Perpaduan eh <3 And facebook is fulled of raya wishes, and balik kampung, and cars *.* And what have i been doing? Studying (for like uhmm... a few hours cause i need some facts floating in my brain constantly so i don't forget them. I heard theres a stupid second trial for some papers too. Precaution, precaution), watching this hong kong real horror show which dates back to 2006 and foward (cause i'm suddenly in love with the show, horror ftw), drawing (doodling to be exact, lines hate me, colours hate me, needs tutorial badly) and stalking (still stalking sketch blogs, and they should thank me for increasing their view counts :3)

My life is boring, terribly boring, sadly. I will try to find a life after school. OMG, more decision to make D: I'm not ready for this... ahhh.... i should slap myself someday. I miss monopoly deal game. Its a monopoly card game that the class was playing the week after trial. (we all were bored and suprisingly the teachers never teach, which is like uhmm yay? 8D)

Started watching carnival phantasm. Its a type-moon production as its the 10th year anniversary with the mixture of Fate/stay night, Tsukihime, and Kara no Kyoukai characters. I don't know anyone from Kara no Kyoukai as i've never watched it ._. But their whatever abilities was kinda the same as Tsukihime people so i can just assume. It was hilarious though. I laughed a lot 8D

Holidays~

2011-08-28T20:41:00.000-07:00

I've gotten a bamboo graphics tablet 8D Went to low yat and bought it. And i'm definitely been living in a cave for i always thought that low yat was some kind of street where they sell techy stuff... I'm horribly wrong, horrible borribly wrong. ~~weird english is weird~~ so anyway, i need to learn how to colour and do lineart correctly and nicely or draw properly first... /sad

The television was spoilt and fixed again, kinda. The power of the internet 8DD Was kinda guilty cause it was a bit my fault. I JUST CLOSED THE TV THEN I CAN ON IT AGAIN ._. so i was like surfing the net for the solution and found it :33 The computer got spoilt as well cause of my younger brothers... So now theres three unknown fixing people at my house. Two trying to fix the tv while another to fix the computer. Talking about hard disk and stuff ._. my younger brothers are really wasting money cause they keep destroying the computer and then start blaming each other for downloading this downloading that.

So, i was watching 1 litre of tears, a japanese drama which was sad and touching. But i didn't cry, it was touching though and i love the song lots and lots ._. If they put this song in all the sad parts then i might have cried back then :3 Awesome japanese drama, however.

Usual

2011-08-20T00:55:00.000-07:00

1. My SPM trials finished.
2. Going to get a graphics tablet.
3. Gotten Photoshop CS5.

Triple yay.

So yeah, i've gotten lucky lately 8D Okay, maybe finishing my trials doesnt mean that i'm lucky cause everyone else in my school did as well ._. but i'm gonna have a graphics tablet~~ I've been saving money but now is still like 3/4 of the total price so i still have to use my mom's money, unfortunately. And, and, and, i got nothing else to say o.o

Maybe i can type something the day after trials, which is still a school day. I don't ponteng <3 So, it was boring. All the teachers came in and start marking papers except En.Imran. Gotten BM paper 2. Which is the tatabahasa thing (suprisingly, i remember which paper that is) and it was an acceptable mark? 8D i was happy with it so good enough :3 Then Ms.Mas was like talking to Suhaimie and then this teacher came to talk to her. Then, she was talking to me about this book author for eunis's book. And we started talking about authors which i never heard before /facepalm. I don't remember about book author's name okay ._. Mei-yi should be there like srsly.

So after that, me and jasmin started playing bingo~ Bingo is fun. After rehat, wei theng joined the bingo game and we started playing then started chatting since eunis and kien ming was like around. Oh, we got the matriculation pin thing also and am suppose to fill in my particulars but me ish lazy ._. Maybe later, when i remember.

One more episode of 07-ghost left ._. Then i will be watching letter bee. Cause the song was nice 8DD Song plays a major role. Nodame Cantabile: Paris seems nice too and since i watched the first season, i might as well watch this as well.

Anime List :
1. Ao no exorcist
2. Bloody Monday
3. Natsume Yuinjinchou
4. Some anime wei theng recommended which i forgot the name, lazy to go to the room and take the bag which contains the name of it at my book.

Manga List :
1. Rosario-Vampire (i think the name is something like this)
2. D-gray man (need to re-read this since i forgot half of the plot ._.)
3. 07-ghost (forgot the rest of the plot as well)
4. Deadman Wonderland

Manga that i plan to give up on reading :
1. Sora no Otoshimono
2. Oresama Teacher
3. Working!!
4. Pandora Heart

Over.

2011-08-18T04:50:00.000-07:00

OMG SPM TRIALS ARE OVER!!!!!!!

at least, once exam more gone ._. Can't wait for the results ^^ Hope my physics would be saved... Now back to editing my MF mag page article... and i thought someone would take and do it o.o

Trials.

2011-08-14T01:37:00.000-07:00

So trials are halfway done, 4 more days to go 8DD and thats basically it. I don't even know why the title is called trials.

So anyway, i downloaded photoshop CS5!!! Like finally! I've been using this super antique version of photoshop 7 till just now ._. The settings are a bit different so got to play with it a while to get use to it. THE LAYOUT LOOKS AWESOME THOUGH 8D like way better then ps 7 8DD thanks tumblr people <3

Downloaded a few OST from 07-ghost~ Awesome ost is awesome ._. so sad and calming and sad... loving the show like lots <3 hot people :33 May God be with you.

Time to study add maths! <3

Been a while.

2011-08-07T01:14:00.001-07:00

Its been a while.

And darn, i forgot everything that happened ._. Trials is like tomorrow, and i'm not even studying now.... Seriously, what am i doing? So uhmm... i've been busy, on the magazine team, studies, extra classes on PTR (annoying new teacers)I'm thinking of whether to continue it a not.

Am getting to the Hng spam thread again cause i missed those people 8D I kinda helped revived the dead thread ._. It dies a lot lately, so yeah. Jovee and arkee was spamming my facebook wall yesterday. Apparently they trade account for some time and made each others fb wall look stupid while i comment on them :33 Too bad i have to go early yesterday ._. 07-Ghost is awesome 8DD

Violin/OST craze.

2011-07-24T02:11:00.000-07:00

Yes, its almost trial, but the closer it is to trial, the more i got nothing to study wth. Something is wrong with me like seriously.

So like how i used to, i'm actually stalking people's sketch blog, then i saw this video of the guy that play violin (which i stalk too), and since then i've been looking through video for OST and violin videos, and came across this video below.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBrJhm76dA8&feature=related

Weird rabbit is werid. But awesome song is awesome. I made another of my MF friend love this song too 8DD So i went to download the YouTube Downloader to download the song to listen to it for more than 5 thrillion times before i move on to a next song. I repeat songs a lot ._. and abandoned all my old songs. But awesome song needs to be listened 8DD

Maybe i should do add maths or study sejarah again. SEJARAHHHH!!!!! I can't wait to burn those papers and textbooks the moment SPM is over.

[EDIT] 07-Ghost is awesome <33333 But bm subtitles are lame ._. but this time, the subs isn't that bad ._. cause if it is, i will be watching it online by now.

Stats

2011-07-08T22:12:00.000-07:00

So yeah, was looking at my blog stats, and it says that i got a thousand over views a year i think. 50+ views a month or so and no views yesterday 8D So, basically, since no one in the world will be viewing this anytime soon, i can actually post rude rants about people 8D Well, i don't do that often ._.

In school, there are:

1. Lots of emo people, like yeah, they emo a lot.
2. Another lot of super hyperactive people.
3. Some super serious people. Peek into 5H class and you will know what i'm talking about.
4. Some gangs which are known to be MIA.
5. People who have so many jawatans. Like seriously, do they have life?
6. Some lot that love to gossip and talk bad about people. They are like talking so loud that its impossible not to hear them. And people still think I don't know Chinese :3 Idiots.
7. Some gang that is hated by some other gangs.
8. People fangirling over korea people, pop stars and people who basically only know how to sing and act.
9. People that love complaining a lot. This, is getting really annoying.
10. People that can't even keep quite for 2 seconds.

That basically summarize the people in my school. Especially the 10th. ._.

5 Jaya.

2011-07-08T21:55:00.000-07:00

Thursday, 7th July 2011.

5 Jaya's birthday party (kinda) LOL. It all started when Wei Theng stapled the domino pizza coupon onto the notice board. Then everyone was like visiting it. Until finally they decide to order them and eat at class after school. So, i think melvyn borrowed teacher's phone, while suhaimie used someone's phone to call for the pizza. And so yeah, everyone was excited about food. The amount was divided among 5 Jaya's students. Its funny to see that they always have money for food but no money for class fees xD Everyone was like "omg, we are all rich people that can't afford to pay class fees 8DD" Then moral. Suprisingly, teacher didnt want to teach (where i thank god for this) and so they chatted about tiong having to shave after spm and talking about meiyi's library like house and some other random stuff that i'm too lazy to type o.o Once over, everyone was like rushing down to class. For food obviously. Then for some other unknown reason, they started singing birthday songs and yeah, thats how 5 Jaya suddenly got a birth date. Took one slice and went home afterwards :33

Matsuri ended DD:

Matsuri.

2011-07-02T01:06:00.000-07:00

The Matsuri Festival at the MF Mag Team HQ started 8D And the AG is like super confusing ._. but i manage to understand it... kinda. So yeah, gambled in lots of booth (they have too much gambling booths) and fortune telling booth and haunted house. The haunted house was okay until you see the alley ._. IT WAS SCARY >_> And i really was searching the whatever thing stated there which does not exist. I'm never falling for those ever again. Ever.

So theres this 1 Malaysia merentas desa thingy. Its okay, not as long as i thought, just around the school (which i'm still wondering whether it really is that big) which is 1.5km or so. Then there is this chemistry ceramah. Wow, that guy is good o.o I can finally think that salt isn't that bad (for now) And he speaks just like Mr.Roy sometimes. (the way he lecture people) past year questions is a must it seems ._. aww, and i havent even finish those books yet.

Yet, i'm still here ditching studies and work.

Anohana OMG! Its awesome once again. 07-ghost is showing on animax soon which i'm so gonna watch because i used to love the manga (used to cause i forgot half of the story line now)

The End.

2011-06-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!

Its like o.o Besides Clannad and One Piece, Anohana actually made me cry as well! But Anohana is like way more effective o.o Eventhough i'm like pausing it so many millions of times to stop myself from crying, i still ended up did ._. Not obviously though since my parents are like besides me so i feel weird crying in front of a laptop. And i got sunburn, so its even less obvious. OMG! I'm able to use that skill for like Clannad and OP (which i still ended up crying a bit)

The last episode is so awesome ._. And they put the ending song in too, its like OMG, its impossible not to cry... If only people are all like them, wouldn't the world be great?

So... I didn't regret after all for ditching studies to watch Anohana. :)
Changed my point of view in life again. 8D

Sports Day.

2011-06-28T04:22:00.000-07:00

Sports Day today!

And it was okay i guess xD I got a little bit of sunburn cause we are all like siting under the blazing hot sun, while my skin molecules thingy were fighting the UV ray that wanted to destroy my cells *.*

VIPs are late, an hour late, obviously. Its kinda impossible for them to come on time ._. Maybe the school should just inform the VIPs that we are starting 2 hours earlier from the normal time, and they would have come earlier. My shoes were borrowed by those syahbandar kawad people and was not returned to me for like hours until my friend found them o.o The kawads are all good <3 Laksamana's mascot was angry bird, Syahbandar's mascot was some military guy, bendahara's mascot was a tiger, and temenggung's mascot was trident. To be honest, Syahbandar's perarakan is kinda bad o.o compare to the others.

So bla bla bla, people run, we cheer, we drink, we eat. Then finish. Then sit under the hot sun, then hoping those people would give out the prizes faster, then go back. Then physics tuition later. I'm like super tired eventhough i basically did nothing. I got a slight headache too wth ._.

Watching anohan now 8DD currently at episode 10~ will post again once i finish the show :33

Anohana.

2011-06-27T01:52:00.000-07:00

OMG Anohana anime is AWESOME. I just reached the 8th episode. 3 more to go until the final episode 8D Too bad its only 11 episodes. A really touching anime and a great ending song :)

I've been wanting to post this like so long but i keep forgeting xD
Why is everyone in the world getting more and more emo? Like, wth are with their FB status? Its like they their life are nothing without someone else. o.o

Stalk craze.

2011-06-25T23:39:00.000-07:00

You wouldn't believe what all my favourite-ed websites are *.* Its full of people's deviantart gallery and sketch blogs, and youtube stuff ._. one on Fate/zero, some for school project stuff, another one on graphics tablets, one on my MF profile, some renders website, and some sites where i download stuff. 3/4 of them is for me to stalk o.o i deleted like half of other websites months ago i think cause its taking up too much space~

Just finished making the MF Magazine cover. Fail cover is fail. o.o Its brown,old-lookingish, and brown. I was trying to make it fit the theme but still it came out like that ._. Finished up my Matsuri booth just now~ Lucky draw/prize booth ftw :3

Construction Week.

2011-06-25T05:02:00.000-07:00

We are gonna have a matsuri event at the MF Magazine Team HQ on the first week of July. And this week is suppose to be the construction week *.*

Omg i'm so busy because of that, making prizes ands stamps for my booth o.o My booth is the prize booth 8D And I'm helping some other booths in making some banners and freebies too~ While doing my add maths project. The reflection took me some time before i can come up with something decent sounding o.o Its full of lies OTL. I didn't play sims 2 today because of all the things. And i'm like addicted to this song 8DDDDD! Though i didnt watch it before but for some reason i keep having the feeling that i heard the song before ._. MF friend gave the link to me and i'm like listening to it till now *.*

Lame Bullshit.

2011-06-22T01:30:00.000-07:00

So, I actually have plenty to type about before and was too busy/lazy to actually come here to do it. And when i finally have the mood to actually type something, all the things that was in my brain a couple of days/weeks ago pratically got deleted.

AND NOW I DON'T WHAT TO WRITE HERE.

I will probably start cursing the idiotic teahcer Mr. M*k aka Mr.Bullshit here again. Like come on? Of all people in the entire Earth's population (which is reaching 7 billion soon) why must he be the teacher?! Giving us stupid acting work with stupid powerpoint work plus his random bullshit in front of the class and laughing by himself like someone who just got out from the mental hospital and talking about stuff where no one else in the world would understand or even care about. PLEASE! He is definitely the worst teacher i've ever seen. If you ever think your teachers are bad, oh god, you haven't seen the horrible idiot teaching people. And of all subject?! /sigh. The world is "unique" this way.

Word count :

Bull shit : 2
Stupid : 2
idiot : 2
mental : 1
horrible : 1
worst : 1

Names revealed? No.
School revealed? No.
Subject revealed? No.
I revealed nothing.

Ahh. This must be one of my rudest post EVA :3
Right, i should probably not ditch studying anymore.

Last.

2011-06-11T22:19:00.001-07:00

Aww. This might be the last 2 weeks of school holiday i will ever get now. o.o Time flies, too fast, which is a good thing cause SPM will be over soon enough too.

So, my grandmother and some other relatives are here at my house. For one thing that i don't really like sometimes is that they talk WAY too loud ._. Its as if they are talking to each other at opposite sites of the road with a diameter of a few hundred metres. Well, they came cause one of my mom's aunt got cancer and the doctor said that she can still stay alive for a week only i think. I don't think i met her before though but i do hope she is fine.

Now i'm alone at home with my dog. I LOVE the peaceful enviroment. No tv noices with commercials people yelling about how good their products are, no people arguing in the house, no people shouting at each other in the house and .... . Though theres this water noice at the sink of the kitchen and birds outside chirping stuff that does NOT sound like music as seen on cartoons. Maybe i should just do something productive instead.

I studied one chapter of biology. Kidneys, neurones, nephrons *.* plus some other scientific terms with long names and complicated pronounciations. There is this chemistry test at tuition tomorrow and i haven't started studying yet. Carbon compounds. A chapter which i don't understand anything at all except some stuff in the front. DARN, I FORGOT THE NAMES TOO DDDD: Will study that tomorrow. Cause if i do now, i won't remember it. Short term memory loss is bad D:

Bored.

2011-06-08T19:08:00.000-07:00

Since its boring, and its like morning here, and i don't really have anything to do, so i will just type something here. Just finish stalking some sketch blog. I'm getting really bored with it now. No one is online on msn or MF yet so i got no one to chat with. Maybe i should play some Sims 2 ._. Didn't play it in the holidays cause of school, work, tuition, pages and lying around at home.

Actually planned on watching lucky star, BUT its BM subtitle which i hate terribly. I dont mind it if its bm sub with english dub but since its in japanese i wont be able to understand a thing. Whatever, never really wanted to watch it anyway :3 Wanted to cause theres an episode about Haruhi Suzumiya there 8D but the characters are -.-....

Finished reading Kuroshitsuji manga. I read it before until chapter 42. Then i stopped cause they never update it anymore o.o then saw this post about the manga on a sketch blog that say elizabeth will change or something like that, so i went to look up the manga again and start reading. MURDER CASE FTW :3 Is gonna read the update everytime now 8DD

I basically squeeze out every single thing i actually did here now o.o So i got nothing left to type... Wonder what my reaction would be if i read this thing after 5 years 8D

Too bad.

2011-06-06T21:33:00.000-07:00

It seems like i wont be able to reach 400+ post at this rate i'm posting o.o I'm just too lazy... So went to history extra class this morning and discovered that THE SCHOOL HAVE WIFI :3 So i read air gear update during the break at the theatherete (how do you spell that again? *.*) Basically, teacher finished 2 chapters in 2 days which was great 8D but now i have to go study those 2 chapters -.- Which i'm not doing today maybe o.o i ditched studying yesterday too, so yeah 8D which is making me guilty for not doing so now ._. but i need to save some stuff when school reopens again so i got stuff to do then~ needs work to motivate me to study *.* I did do nine chapters of sejarah work the other day so i deserve some holiday at least.

Now, i'm like posting stuff-that-i-dont-know-anymore o.o the new layout made what i post seems so little o.o and i feel like making this long but i didnt do anything this holiday~ school, study, eat, sleep, anime, manga, stalking. Yeah, i have no life.

NEW SKIN

2011-06-06T02:20:00.000-07:00

Since its been a while i changed a new skin so there it is 8D I got another white version of the skin and i'm not sure of using which one so for now i will use the black one then :3 All icons are by me 8D Took me a shitload of time to upload the icons and placing it at the right spot ._. and choosing which icon goes to which spot o.o i didnt put any link this time cause those people i link never update anymore anyway plus i'm lazy :3 And i got nothing else to link so yeah 8D I feel like not putting the tagboard too but the last column look so empty without it o.o

ハルヒGod knows フルバージョン編集

2011-06-02T19:44:00.000-07:00

Loving this song ^^

Is currently very addicted to the Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya anime~ Thats all i think about now o.o its been distracting my physics work lol. I watched the movie yesterday online and one of the best anime movie i've watched. I actually planned on watching it on animax right after i came back from physics class at school but to my dissapointment its in malay sub. So i have to watch it on youtube. I prefer english all the way o.o Since Kyon says a lot of sarcastic remarks monolog-ly, i laugh more with english :3 Its too weird to read it in bm where its explained too simply compared to english sub. Complicated words are good <3 Lol i'm still listening to the song *.*

Yiruma

2011-05-30T19:19:00.000-07:00

This song makes me wonders a lot. Now, is it the beggining of an end or the end of a beggining? Whatever the case i love this song xD Now i know where those prefects get those morning songs from. They should really play this song ._.

So, i should update something more normal beside my usual random post. Finished watching The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. Its both stupid and illogical and thats why its worth watching. The characters were awesome except Koizumi and Mikuru? Koizumi acts too normal that makes him weird and Mikuru is the useless mascot in the team :3 Loved Kyon and Yuki the most <3 I can't wait for the movie on animax ^^

Kay, done with the anime talk, now its work talk. I finished all my homework (yes, i stated this before somewhere) I just need to send them to Ms. Mas and i'm done. Work really did get very technology-fy this year. And i do not care whether that word exist a not ._. So now i'm like doing 2 chapters of studying a day. Basically those insanely thick books with the combination of 3 books in one. I'm doing the second set for chemistry and so far so good, i've been ahead of my planned scedule (which is not written and is only thought of the moment before i sleep) If i keep up this very slow pace, i could still finish the entire set 2 for both form 4 and form 5 (Every subject) Is kinda igonring what Mr. Roy said, since i'm still online and having a "life". Still i studied which is a good thing. :3

TRYING to learn how to draw more properly. I can't draw decent images if i'm not copying. But i got better with hands <3 and legs still needs improvement. And i got this lame problem with anatomy and poses. Thats why i've been stalking sketch blogs on tumblr and Deviantart. People there draw well 0_0 obviously :3 Saving money to buy tablet~~ Don't know how many hundreds more to go~~

Yesterday went to the dentist to "wash" the teeth (not sure how do you describe the process name) So i thought it wasn't painful. Okay, it wasn't painful if she wasn't doing stuff to your gums. But it hurts a bit if she uses the don't-know-what-is-that-sharp-thing-called equipment and poke to your gums. Blood obviously and saliva is everywhere. Thats when i remember biology stuff *.* stimulates the salivary gland to produce flood-like saliva. So, i tried to ignore the pain by staring at the ceiling and trying to remember about chemistry and physics. Isotopes >.> Too bad it didn't really work since all i can think of is isotopes and those chemistry questions i did that morning. And i got bored halfway and tried to remember the stuff about fluorescent lights. Those you studied in Kemahiran Hidup. So i was searching where is the cok at those lights while staring in the ceiling. -.- The cashier lady was a kind person though and the dentist thought me how to brush teeth properly xD

Thats what i did yesterday i guess, not to much of MF stuff cause i was busy watching Melancholy :3 The episodes all were so mixed up then i need to google the episode list and see which one i haven't watch yet. Then i go back to studying chemistry. Now, i prefer doing physics than chemistry *.*

AMV

2011-05-28T22:10:00.000-07:00

My youngest brother said i'm cold-hearted for loving sad videos and songs.

So, i watch tons of sad AMVs and listened to quite a number of sad OSTs and sad songs today~ (Clannad omg, it will never get not touching and sad, thats why i love it 8D)ITS GOOD I TELL YOU! makes you think about life :3 Dang it, now i don't feel like leaving school even if its somewhat resembles a stage 1 hell. I start missing it even when i'm still in there, and thats weird o.o I WANT TO WATCH ANIME~ animax is going to show lucky star and..... i'm not interested with it *.* looks so childish to me LOL 8D